Sunday, September 1, 2013
Wednesday, October 24, 2012
又來
發現自己每次來這裡打文章的時候都是因為失戀
有夠笨
都不知道第幾個了
為什麼每次都是大男人
怪老爸嗎
誰叫他是我上輩子的情人?
這樣?
看上的 都是那種男人野性的魅力
卻忘了後面會給我帶來的壞男人脾氣與壓力
好討厭
可是卻好愛好愛
像笨蛋一樣
可不可以找個長得很兇 可是心地很好很愛我的男人呢
傻傻的
有夠笨
都不知道第幾個了
為什麼每次都是大男人
怪老爸嗎
誰叫他是我上輩子的情人?
這樣?
看上的 都是那種男人野性的魅力
卻忘了後面會給我帶來的壞男人脾氣與壓力
好討厭
可是卻好愛好愛
像笨蛋一樣
可不可以找個長得很兇 可是心地很好很愛我的男人呢
傻傻的
Saturday, August 18, 2012
9天
結束了
我哭不出來
因為真的哭了太多天
原本假裝什麼都沒發生
但還是逃不過
他提了
還是提了
不適合
是真的不適合嗎
我把最終要的兩樣東西給了他
第一次
還有我的心
恬叫我不要陷太深
我知道
我當然知道
可是這哪是我能控制的呢
愛了就愛了
再壞再爛的也還不是愛上了
愛逞強的我
平平靜靜的跟他分手了
我還要當朋友
他卻要逃避
我怎麼遇到的都是懦夫
為了他決定要做的事
我還是要做
我要變白變瘦變漂亮變氣質
不要再講髒話
不要再講話不經過大腦
或許
這樣會比較容易交到男朋友
或許
他會再喜歡上我
男生 說什麼喜歡你的直接 都是假的
女人們 跟你說 這全是假的
他們都喜歡乖乖的 假假的人
沒有男人是喜歡你的真面目
他們要的是完美的女人
現在最可悲的不是我單身了
是我沒有朋友可以傾訴
真的是
在最慘的時候才發現自己朋友是多麼的少
誰叫自己對朋友的定義要求那麼高
真可笑
想出去逛逛
可是這樣大概會自己哭著回來
因為沒有人可以跟我一起嘻嘻哈哈
朋友啊 快回來吧
我需要你們
我哭不出來
因為真的哭了太多天
原本假裝什麼都沒發生
但還是逃不過
他提了
還是提了
不適合
是真的不適合嗎
我把最終要的兩樣東西給了他
第一次
還有我的心
恬叫我不要陷太深
我知道
我當然知道
可是這哪是我能控制的呢
愛了就愛了
再壞再爛的也還不是愛上了
愛逞強的我
平平靜靜的跟他分手了
我還要當朋友
他卻要逃避
我怎麼遇到的都是懦夫
為了他決定要做的事
我還是要做
我要變白變瘦變漂亮變氣質
不要再講髒話
不要再講話不經過大腦
或許
這樣會比較容易交到男朋友
或許
他會再喜歡上我
男生 說什麼喜歡你的直接 都是假的
女人們 跟你說 這全是假的
他們都喜歡乖乖的 假假的人
沒有男人是喜歡你的真面目
他們要的是完美的女人
現在最可悲的不是我單身了
是我沒有朋友可以傾訴
真的是
在最慘的時候才發現自己朋友是多麼的少
誰叫自己對朋友的定義要求那麼高
真可笑
想出去逛逛
可是這樣大概會自己哭著回來
因為沒有人可以跟我一起嘻嘻哈哈
朋友啊 快回來吧
我需要你們
Thursday, August 16, 2012
I would never learn...
I know I should learn to love the things that loves me, not the things I love.
But I just wouldn't learn!
Why do I keep on falling in love with the ones that doesn't care about me?
I tried, I really did...
I thought he liked me
I thought he is deceant
So I chose him
But now that I am completely I'm love with him
He happens to not like me as much as I think
Or even
As much as he thought.
Why
Why do I always make the same mistakes?
Now that I couldn't and wouldn't end this
I have to suffer everyday
With him totally ignoring me
If I didn't rush
If I didn't wanted a boyfriend
If I didn't wanted so bad for someone to love me
This wouldn't have happened
I wouldn't have to stay at home
Study EILTS just because he wanted me to
Couldn't do anything I like just because he thinks it's a waste of time
Wait for him to reply my simple message and couldn't even dare to ask his about
Every single night,
Waiting for him to walk in the door just to see his face
But in return
All I get is a look
That look of regrets and tiredness
As if it was all my fault
As if I ruined his life
I could walk away and end this
But I couldn't
Physically and mentally couldn't do it
I like him
A lot
More than I should
I gave him a lot
More than I could
I tried
I kiss him in his sleep
He leaves in the morning without a single look
Leaving me speechless on the bed
I remember everything he says to me
Even the bad ones
But he forgets everything I say
Even the important ones
I'm in love with a man
That doesn't even care about me.
help...
But I just wouldn't learn!
Why do I keep on falling in love with the ones that doesn't care about me?
I tried, I really did...
I thought he liked me
I thought he is deceant
So I chose him
But now that I am completely I'm love with him
He happens to not like me as much as I think
Or even
As much as he thought.
Why
Why do I always make the same mistakes?
Now that I couldn't and wouldn't end this
I have to suffer everyday
With him totally ignoring me
If I didn't rush
If I didn't wanted a boyfriend
If I didn't wanted so bad for someone to love me
This wouldn't have happened
I wouldn't have to stay at home
Study EILTS just because he wanted me to
Couldn't do anything I like just because he thinks it's a waste of time
Wait for him to reply my simple message and couldn't even dare to ask his about
Every single night,
Waiting for him to walk in the door just to see his face
But in return
All I get is a look
That look of regrets and tiredness
As if it was all my fault
As if I ruined his life
I could walk away and end this
But I couldn't
Physically and mentally couldn't do it
I like him
A lot
More than I should
I gave him a lot
More than I could
I tried
I kiss him in his sleep
He leaves in the morning without a single look
Leaving me speechless on the bed
I remember everything he says to me
Even the bad ones
But he forgets everything I say
Even the important ones
I'm in love with a man
That doesn't even care about me.
help...
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