That was a long time huh.

wow its already 2018/11/30

accidentally came back to this hiding hole from searching "how to say airbnb in japanese"
going to Osaka next month with the Top crew next month (woot woot)
malaysian visa free muthafuckerrr (woot woot)

read my posts from few years ago
damn
I came a long way

connecting from last post
he did cheat afterall
so girls, trust your gut when you feel like somethings off
cuz it most probably is

im never gonna forget how i found out so not gonna even write it down
till this day(after 4years)
I can still remember the 3rd wheels cellphone number off the top of my head
Im just very glad I didnt go check the cctv at the restaurant they went to
almost did though

I gave him a choice
he chose to stay
and I chose to give him another chance
but told myself I would never love him as deeply as before
and love myself first
read alot of blogs, ate alot of icecreams
KEEP CALM AND CARRY ON

fast forward to 2018
we moved out from that shit hole
got a dog 安安 and she gave birth to 大肥 and 宝宝
rescued a cat 钱钱 and a hamster 鼠鼠
fostered a red eye slider 浪浪(may he rest in peace)
Im working in a modeling agency as a scouter
have my own income
have my own friends
have my own life

with a side of him.

Love can be many different ways afterall.
it can be:
"i miss you, where are you, please come back"
or where i am at right now:
"stay safe"

all the people tell you
"women has to be finantially independant"
is very very TRUE.

when youre spending your own money
(or like me, also taking care of him cuz he lost his job god knows how many times)
you dont feel guilt at all

you saw something you like on taobao?
is it within your income amount?
buy la.
it makes you happy?
not too expensive?
buy la.
when you wear it you feel gorgeous?
aiyo why not?
buy la.
(eh where this malaysian accent suddenly came out)


end of year
again like everybody else in the world
gotta set a goal
but not new years goal
its RIGHT NOW goal
really gotta start working out

27 already
feeling my body crumbling by the second
ate hotpot yesterday and today i got a pimple
went karaoke yesterday and today i lost my voice
getting old....


WORK OUT！
WORK OUT！
健身！
健身！









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