Find out how girly you are!

Put x's beside each thing that's true. Each x that you put is one percent. Have fun!

[x] my fingernails/toenails are almost always painted

[ ]during the summer the only shoes I wear are flip flops

[ ] my favorite toys as a child were Barbie's

[ ] my favorite color is pink or purple (and teal)

[ ] I do or did gymnastics

[ ] I love skirts and dresses

[ ] Hollister is one of my favorite places to shop

[x] tight jeans are the only jeans I'll wear

[x] I love chocolate

[ ] I've never had a real job

TOTAL:3

[x]my hair is almost always straightened

[x] I have a myspace (or facebook)

[x] I love to hang out at the mall with friends

[ ] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earrings

[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon

[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan

[x]I have at least 10 pairs of shoes

[ ] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach (the hills and the city)

[x] I change my icon weekly

[x] I wear a shower cap

TOTAL: 6

[ ]I don't shop at Hot Topic

[x] my cell phone might as well become a part of me

[ ] I wear mascara everyday

[x] I've been or am on a diet

[ ] bathing suits are adorable

[ ] I don't know the difference between a sheep and a goat.

[x] big sunglasses are hot :P

[x] I have gotten my nails done before

[ ] I own over 10 purses

[ ] MTV is one of my favorite channels

TOTAL: 4

[x] I love romance novels

[ ] I love to have people do my hair

[x] I give and receive hugs from all my friends

[x] I hate bugs

[ ] carnivals are so fun!

[ ] Summer is THE BEST

[ ]my swimsuit has 2 pieces

[ ]I'm waiting for my knight in shining armor.

TOTAL: 3

[x]I am self-conscious

[x] I cry often

[ ] my car smells like vanilla or cherry

[x]my dishes get washed more than once a week

[ ] I don't do sports

[ ] I hate to run

[x] I scream when I am surprised or angry

[x] I eat dried fruit as a snack

TOTAL:5

[x] I dance a lot

[ ] I spend an hour or over to get ready to leave my house

[x] I only have like 5 billion hair products

[x] I love to get dressed up

[x] every part of my outfit needs to match

[x] I talk on the phone at least once a day

[ ] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day

[x] I wish I looked like a supermodel

TOTAL: 6

[ ]I wish I could meet Paris Hilton

[ ] I have been something that was semi

[ ] I own Uggs

[x] Hip Hop is good music

[ ] I like to be the center of attention

[ ] guys with mohawks are weird

[ ] horses are beautiful

[x]Cats are adorable-

TOTAL: 2

[ ] white is better than black.

[ ] I would not be caught dead in all black

[x] My closet is STOCK FULL of clothes

[ ] I hate the grunge look

Total:1

[ ] I love to talk

[ ] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid

[ ] I love Celine Dion

[ ] My bubble baths are 30 min to an hour only when i take them

[ ] I have or still do plan ahead for my wedding....

[ ] My friends and I are in a strict group.

[ ] I like little kids

[ ] Diet drinks are the best

[ ] I'm vegetarian

[ ] never watched super size me

[ ] I refuse to eat at McDonalds

TOTAL: 0

[x] I check my my e-mail everyday almost

[ ] I love life

[x] I have a lot of jewelry (but almost never wear any.)

[ ] my screen name(s) have #'s in them

[ ]I have a friend named Ashley

[ ] it rocks being a girl

[ ] Its not what they said its how they said it

[ ] my pillows are soft and fluffy

TOTAL: 2

im 32%...

not much

SO YAY!!!!!

though its just 84/100 not accurate at all

時候到了

也該好好的大哭一場了

悶都悶了好幾年

時間過得好快

一個人過的時間也快兩年了

氣球瞬間洩氣會爆炸

還是用針插慢慢的漏氣比較不會致命

吵一次

哭一次

是健康的事

我不堅強 我很清楚

可我缺不是你認識的那個堅強女孩

這你必須知道

有些東西 是需要卸下偽裝的外殼才看得見的

如果你不喜歡我那真實的一面

那

我還能怎麼辦呢

迎合你 用外殼跟你相處嗎

你會喜歡嗎

我可不喜歡

不想用朋友的方式面對你

那太 普通了

you're not just anyone to me

You're My Special Someone

世界上最寂寞的46件事 你有过吗? ♥

[X]1 拿起电话，按下号码后迟迟不敢拨通绿色的按钮。

[X]2 在喧闹的地方，只有自己安静地坐着，不想听别人说话。

[ ]3 打电话给故人，故人说，我很忙，待会再说。

[X]4 遇见开心幸福的事情，无人分享。

[X]5 路过一家曾经和喜欢的人一起去过的餐厅，餐厅在被拆除，记忆也是。

[X]6 夜晚一个人面对黑暗和空洞。

[X]7 想对着喜欢过的人笑，结果却笑着哭了出来。

[X]8 对关心自己的人说，没事，我很好，你放心。

[ ]9 给自己削苹果，想起曾经有个人为你剥开一个芒果时候的微笑。

[X]10 看一部压抑的电影，想哭却哭不出来。

[X]11 夜晚一个人坐巴士，看路边的不停变换的灯光、树和行人。

[X]12 听到一句熟悉的歌词，想起某个曾经说要守护你，现在却不在身边的人。

[X]13 一个人看电影，吃爆米花。

[X]14 放假的时候，站学校某处在天台上，看天空以及空无一人的道路。

[ ]15 吃一道菜，想起有人说，要为你学会它，为你做一辈子。

[X]16 看见似曾相似的背影。

[ ]17 洗衣服的时候，想起他为你晒衣服的样子。

[ ]18 大热天在空调房里，记起有个人，曾经为你大汗淋漓奔走，只为你一笑的情景。

[X]19 鼓足勇气故意发错一条信息给想要联系的人，第二天醒来，仍然没有他的消息。

[ ]20 有人对你说，你真像个小公主，想起曾经有人真的把你捧得像公主。

[X]21 尴尬地遇见一个喜欢你，你却明白自己永远不可能喜欢上的男生。

[X]22 对迎面走来的朋友微笑，朋友却没有看见。

[X]23 想起年幼的朋友，现在却不再联络。

[ ]24 你说笑话，身边的人不笑，却想起有个人对你说，我是觉得你讲笑话的样子很好笑。

[ ]25 想要打个电话给父母撒娇，话到嘴边又咽了回去，因为不想让他们担心。

[X]26 冬天的时候，在寒风中，裹紧自己的大衣。

[X]27 蜷缩在被子里睡觉。

[X]28 做梦梦见一个人，醒来却只有自己一个人。

[X]29 公路两边树上新长出绿色的叶子，欢腾而热闹，但热闹是他们的，你什么也没有。

[X]30 穿高跟鞋脚疼，一个人扶着街边的树脱下鞋子。

[X]31 东西坏了，自己不会修，又没人帮你修。

[ ]32 电影散场，你等的人却仍然没有来。

[ ]33 精心安排了很久的约会，到了临近对方却回答没有时间。

[X]34 一个人拍大头贴。

[X]35 睡觉前，收不到晚安的短信息。

[X]36 难过的时候，不知道给谁打电话比较好。

[X]37 明明不舍得，但却必须扔掉过去有关记忆的东西的那一刻。

[X]38 对他说，我过的很好，你也要过的好。

[X]39 对于别人的伤害，无力去计较，根本不想计较的时候。

[X]40 每天醒来必须忘记昨天的不愉快时。

[X]41 逛商场时看见美丽的东西，想要买给他，却再也不能买给他。

[X]42 看见穿着情侣装的恋人牵手过马路。

[X]43 为了忘记一个人剪头发，更新身边物件。

[X]44 打开日记本，看见里面都是一个人的名字。

[X]45 有一堆明明不敢面对，却又不舍得删除或者销毁的照片。

[X]46 看见一个很像你，经历着和你曾经一样故事的人。

36/46 還真不少="=

I don't like

to sleep beside the window either==

its so bright!!!

(since i sleep in the morning...)

Disconnection

he wants someone for him

someone nice

someone beautiful

someone that listens to him

someone that

DO WHAT SHE WAS TOLD TO

he bought home a box

but never opened it

he doesn't dare

nor wants to

but he wishes for a person

someone to accompany him

At Last

after years and years of loneliness

he opens it.

it was scrap metal

whole box of it

inside there was a note

'PUT IT TOGETHER'

he was afraid

because he saw an eye

an electrical eye

staring at him

but he wanted so badly

to have a person that is HIS

and he was going insane

so there wasn't a choice

day after day of sleepless nights

everything was in place except the pair of eyes

he puts them in place

hoping they would give her grace

They blinked.

staring at him with curiosity

"Who am I?"

he paused.

thought but couldn't get a word out of his mouth

She looked around and saw a book

"Manual for Sex Bot TL1208"

"Oh."

___________________________________________________

LOL

i ruined the whole mysterious feeling

Long pause inside my brain.

I'm out of inpirations.

thanks for reading.

驚喜2

我們相見了

人還真的是要面對面相處才能更熟悉

他喜歡電子音樂

我喜歡R&B

他喜歡很早起床

我喜歡睡得很晚

他喜歡先吃白飯

我喜歡先吃菜

他喜歡可樂

我喜歡雪碧

他喜歡我叫他起床

我喜歡叫他起床

他喜歡打遊戲

我喜歡看他打遊戲

他喜歡我陪他買東西

我喜歡陪他買東西

他喜歡開我玩笑

我喜歡看到他笑

他喜歡叫我請客

我喜歡他每次都請客

他喜歡我喜歡他

我喜歡他...

Eclipse Review

i've typed this somewhere else...

well okay, Plurk.

so might as well copy-paste the whole thing here.

it was 8:50 when i finish the movie in pps

i mean 8:50 in the MORNING.

meh..XD

1st Plurk: Eclipse is SOOOO long...its like 6:20 and im only half way through it..

2nd Plurk: gawd it just ended, that was the worse quality i could ever imagine. like blackout and out focus and bats flying cross the camcorder. bah

3rd Plurk: but anyways, story was..nice(? well i knew the story anyway.. just wanted to drool on hawt vamps XD love Jasper's accent, and his fight training scene with Alice, kiss at the end (WOOT) but that voice! i mean, Bella's voice is getting on my nerves!! Kristen is the same in every one of her movies!! one-toned voice. especially the "jacob, dont go, stay, kiss me" OWH CMON!! ITS ALL IN THE SAME TONE!! for fuck sake dont you have some emotions Kristen?? gwad..apart from that, Rosalie looks ALOT more hotter than before, thank god! at least she looks young

4th Plurk: this replying to myself thing is so AWKWARD...but anyways, back to reviewing.

5th Plurk: EDWARD!!!!!! *drools too much and drys on floor bleeding cuz of fluid loss* LMAO HE IS LIKE WAYY HOTTER THAN ANY OTHER TWI-SAGA!!!!!!!!!!!! well mayb its cuz of the weight loss? idk..but it was definately worth it..(by worth it i mean the drools since i didnt spend a penny on this movie) and i think i got that ring for my mother once...except less diamond.duh. *yawns* thats all i hv in my brain for now, going to bed..

after some research...on breaking dawn (XDDD

well thats about it.

浪費

啊...

每次都把自己撐死

可能經驗還不夠, 煮東西都不會衡量份量

一煮就是兩人份

(雖然說也說不上是兩人份...是...小份的兩人份,吃得剛剛好但是沒有飽的那種)

結果因為我很討厭浪費食物

都硬要把它吃光!

X的

現在好撐@@

泡菜拉麵 + 素肉 + 半罐鮪魚 + 兩顆蛋(嘿..) + 泡菜 = 胃爆炸

結果吃到最後...

我倒掉了大部份的素肉==

(因為買到不好吃的...沒辦法 唉 我的眼睛都是先看價錢 谁叫他那麼便宜!!!!)

很怕某人會看到這篇

因為他一定說谁叫我拒絕他來我家吃晚餐==

不要就是不要!! 嘿

算一算...

這個假期我也吃了4....5包泡麵?

歐買嘎

又熬夜

歐買嘎

爆肝死了我

管他的

我在追 慾望城市

嘿

(繼續追

urgh

she's getting on my nerves...

whatever

not gonna mention the details yet

too sleepy......

what time is it?

..

6:18

AM

...

shit==

goodmorning.

驚喜

才聊沒幾分鐘

他下線了

突然間手機響了

是他耶

好緊張

接起來

我一直結巴

完全不知道自己在說什麼

也沒在聽他說什麼

只知道聽到他的聲音我很開心

心跳好快 我還活著

但這又好像不正常 不應該

不行

我們不行

不可以

不被允許

可是早就陷進去了

無法自拔

但是他讓我復活

在我最痛苦的時候

他總是會突然出現

不自覺的給我鼓勵

隨便的一個笑聲

都有辦法把我從死神那救回來

天使般的他

怎麼能輕易的讓他離開

晚安還沒說

他卻掛斷了

再見

希望我們還能再相見

笑到我.........................

很多台灣人問我,

馬來西亞的華語跟台灣的華語有什麼差別?

要我突然說給你們聽,還真的不知從哪開始..

結果剛剛看到這篇文章,

真的會笑死我XD

因為跟我以前講的中文一模一樣!!!

马来西亚华语 - 看你犯了多少项？


中国人 ：今晚你有空吗？我没空！

马来西亚华人 ：今晚你得不得空？我不得空！

中国人 ：饼干受潮了…。

马来西亚华人 ：饼干'漏风'了…。

中国人 ：从上海去苏州要多少个小时？

马来西亚华人：从上海去苏州要几粒钟？

中国人 ：难道他不可以来吗？

马来西亚华人：你不给他不来啊？

中国人 ：周杰伦不喜欢穿内裤。

马来西亚华人：周杰伦不喜欢穿底裤。


中国人 ：我一向都是这样的。

马来西亚人：我一路来都是这样的啦

中国人 ：我的手机掉进沟渠了。

马来西亚华人：我的手机掉进龙沟了。

中国人 ：这样你不是很不值得吗？

马来西亚华人：这样你'马'很不 '歹'？


中国人 ：你真是聪明！

马来西亚华人：你真是pan nai！(源自马来语pandai，聪明的意思)

中国人 ：你安静！

马来西亚华人：你diam diam！(源自马来语diam，安静的意思)

中国人 ：我要去银行取款。

马来西亚华人：我要去银行'按钱'。


中国人 ：为什么？

马来西亚华人：做么？


中国人 ：你很强~

马来西亚华人：你很够力~

中国人 ：明天也叫他一起去吧！

马来西亚华人：明天叫'埋'他一起去！


中国人 ：我很郁闷~~~

马来西亚华人：我很'显'（sien）啊~~~~（'显'比郁闷的境界更高）


中国人 ：你再说我就打你！

马来西亚华人：你再说我就hood你！（有点粗俗的）

中国人 ：你在说什么？

马来西亚华人：你在说sommok？


中国人 ：你不要令我丢脸~。

马来西亚华人：你不要'下水'我~

中国人 ：真被你气到…。

马来西亚华人：被你炸到…。


中国人 ：你别乱来~。

马来西亚华人：你表乱乱来~


中国人 ：你很无聊！

马来西亚华人：你很废


中国人 ：XX你！

马来西亚华人：Kanasai（意思是像大便一样，骂人的话）


中国人 ：迫切。

马来西亚华人：bek chek


中国人 ：我们一起吃这碗面~。

马来西亚华人：我们'公司'吃这碗面~（源自马来语的kongsi，就是一起分享的意思）

中国人 ：今天的天气很热~。

马来西亚华人：今天的天气热到。。。。。。。。。。。。。。~~~~~~~（'到'字要拉 长，然后没有下文了）


中国人 ：哇!

马来西亚华人：哇捞weh!!!!


中国人 ：我受不了他！

马来西亚华人：我behtahan他！

哈哈~ Proud Of 马来西亚华人 XD

TO: 台灣人,

想聽真正的腔調可以叫我念給你聽~~

該打點有意義的東西了

"點有意義的東西"

Alice in the Wonderland

just finished Alice in The Wonderland.

its was AWESOME!!!!

Let me total it into a few words...

eyeballs,

expressionless Alice,

still feel like fucking JohnnyDepp(yes totally),

AnneHathaway's sore arms from hanging all the way till the movie ends,

off with EVERYBODY's head(and yes that includes the-asshole-that-broke-my-heart-few-days-after-valentines-day),

dry butter fingers,

lick your bu-bu,

and yeah i think thats about it.

not bad huh?

LOLcat's at it AGAIN!!!

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i can haz cheezburgr?

i will suck your blood...

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RAWR

OMG

they like totally made this for me!!! RAWR

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太無聊的後果

點點點

I wanted you by Ina

try listening to this song,

the lyrics of the chorus is:

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

but just now,

i dunnoe why

guess im just sleepy

but

LOL

(cant stop laughing)

i heard:

"I wanted you to be here when i FART"

LMAO

my roomie fainted cuz this is her favourite song..

(sowiee?XP

yeah i know im BAD..

I'm sorry Robert

YOU'RE OUT!!

for the moment

well like i said

Robert Pattinson is soon gonna get kicked out of my blog..

WHY?

cuz i fell in love with another guy thats why

nope

he's not British

not Korean

not even white

hehehehe

he's FILIPINO american

lol

(yeah yeah say anything u like BLAH BLAH)

Sandara Park is kinda Filipino too!

kinda

but anyway,

but he's fucking hawt!!

我們怪怪的對話..

前面一大堆在說要一起騎腳車去圖資的事

blah blah blah

(vamp kitty 是我)

(為了保護發言人,名字我都有改過~)

開始:

Sing 說 (上午 12:06):

大家明天就拜託你們了> <

加油啊

시훤 說 (上午 12:07):

呵呵

Anita 說 (上午 12:07):

gambate

시훤 說 (上午 12:07):

找一辆可以载人的脚车给我拉

Sing 說 (上午 12:09):

放心啦

我可以載人

시훤 說 (上午 12:09):

哦哦

Sing 說 (上午 12:09):

所以你們不用擔心

시훤 說 (上午 12:09):

好好

Sing 說 (上午 12:09):

真是的

=_="

시훤 說 (上午 12:09):

^^

哎呀呀

Sing 說 (上午 12:09):

名額有限

♠VampKitty♠ 說 (上午 12:09):

反正我是等人載的*^_______________________^*

시훤 說 (上午 12:09):

==

哦哦

我找小爱

♠VampKitty♠ 說 (上午 12:10):

小愛是谁

♠VampKitty♠ 說 (上午 12:11):

讓我想到女優@__@

시훤 說 (上午 12:11):

呵呵

小爱的全名叫

*爱心脚踏车*

♠VampKitty♠ 說 (上午 12:11):

==

............................................

시훤 說 (上午 12:11):

哈哈

♠VampKitty♠ 說 (上午 12:12):

那以後叫女優車

Sing 說 (上午 12:12):

=_="

好A的腳車

시훤 說 (上午 12:12):

哈哈

对咯

还很多人骑过

♠VampKitty♠ 說 (上午 12:13):

..........................................

Sing 說 (上午 12:13):

真是的

♠VampKitty♠ 說 (上午 12:13):

阿祖:好噁心啊

(打blog!!

Sing 說 (上午 12:14):

真是的夠了

限制級!!!

Anita 說 (上午 12:14):

你們真是的!!!

越來越色喔

哈哈哈..

시훤 說 (上午 12:15):

色即是空

空即是色

很無言是吧..................

Pizza Olmo

前幾天跟阿姨&姨丈&姊姊&哥哥&媽咪去三芝

吃義式窯燒手工披薩店

吃得好撐@__@

先說底下的照片不是我拍的..

我只po幾張我很推薦去那裡一定要吃的的東西~~

聽說網路上很紅

雖然說我沒聽過==

但是他的地點是在深山裡....

可能需要找一下

媽咪&me

窯烤德國豬腳

雖然說我沒有很喜歡吃這道..

但是他的香腸沾旁邊那的黃芥末實在是讚啊!!

青醬燻雞義大利麵

難得吃到不會膩而且很香的青醬~~

巧克力慕斯蛋糕

被大家讚不絕口!!*^____________^*

at last

我的最愛!!

起司聯合國

(煙燻乳酪[smoked cheese?]、莫澤雷勒[mozzarella]、帕瑪森[parmesan]、藍乳酪[blue cheese]、墨西哥辣椒、烤甜椒)

會"牽絲"啊!!!!!!!!

帳單我連看都不敢看@__@

一定超恐怖..

因為一個小pizza都NT220了

德國豬腳....

NT590

而且我們叫的還不止這些...

3個義大利麵

3個pizza

3個濃湯

4杯飲料

blah blah blah

真的恐怖到不行@__@

終於啊...有人寫出來了

射手座
　　
　　
　　射手女生可能永远也不会知道自己想要的是什么，但是她一直都很清楚，她不想要的是什么。
　　
　　她总喜欢做幕后的看客，冷冷地，静静地看着一切，在她眼里，一切都在她的意料之中，她并不觉得有什么是新奇的， 如果她表现得新奇，那是因为她觉得应该这样做。她像一个看戏的人，永远置身事外。
　　
　　你不要责怪她冷漠，这是她保护自己的唯一方式。她像一只刺猬，随时竖起自己身上的刺，但她的刺不会伤人，她只是用来武装自己。
　　
　　她不敢要太多的爱，她怕享受完爱之后，剩下的只是加倍的痛。所以当别人对她过度宠爱时，她不但不会欣喜，反而会惊惧地逃走，她不知道怎样回报别人对她的爱， 如果你得到她的喜爱，那是因为她已经知道如何面对，如何回报了。
　　
　　她追求那种君子之交淡如水的境界。
　　
　　她懂得爱人，但她不习惯爱人，她知道爱往往伴随着恨，而恨，是太沉重的伤痛， 也是太容易让人疲倦的感情。她不想痛，也就懒得去恨，于是，为了防范恨与痛的到来， 她只好选择不爱，即使爱，也是淡淡的，冷冷的。别怪她，她是真的不知道如何专注。
　　
　　她有时也很虚伪。不要指责她，她之所以选择虚伪，那是你勉强她做她不愿做但又拒绝不了的事， 她不习惯承诺，也不懂得拒绝，她最擅长的是难为自己。她不想你难过，只好令自己难过。
　　
　　她总是固执地认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，她将自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。 她老是担心自己的行为会让别人受到伤害。她不知道，受伤的其实是自己。只是她不知道如何表现出来， 她迷糊得像别人所认为的那样，将自己当成一个百毒不侵的人。
　　
　　
　　别以为她很洒脱，很多时候，她其实是放不下的-——她比任何人都要敏感，都要细腻，但她不会让你知道，她明白，即使你知道了，也是无济于事。 她的心是把握不住的风，她渴望像风一样单纯而自由。
　　
　　她不是不想平静， 她只是找不到平静的理由，她一生都无法明确自己在人世要扮演的角色，她只有不停地寻求，寻求自己最终的目的。
　　
　　如果她找到了，她会毫不犹豫地停下来， 从此放弃心灵的漂泊。很遗憾，她永远也不会满足，她的追求永不停止。她的心再累，无法逼迫自己放弃梦想，梦想是她唯一的支撑点。
　　
　　千万别让她失望。因为她学不会原谅，她非常渴求完美，虽然她知道世间没有绝对的完美， 但，她有绝对追求完美的执着。你若令她失望，她会不可挽回地离开，即使她的心在滴血，即使痛楚重得要压垮她的生命，她也绝不回头。
　　
　　
　　那个时候，你在她脸上所看到的，是让人寒心的决绝。即使她还在你的身边，她的心也早就离你十万八千里，你看不到她的恨，但是你会感受到比恨还让人痛苦的冷淡。她的离开是心灵的离开。
　　
　　她可以在前半分钟对你好得让你受宠若惊，也可以在后半钟冷漠得让你不可接受。不要问她为什么这样善变，她也不知道。当你看到她在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时，千万不要迷惑，不管她看起来是多么的疯狂，她内心其实是冷静的，她比你们任何一个旁观者更知道如何处理快乐与悲伤，她只是习惯-——也可以说是喜欢将一切都变得疯狂。
　　
　　因为她觉得这是义务，也是权利，她是制造气氛的能手，她的一句俏皮话会让一切轻快起来，但她的一声叹息又会将一切都弄得很沉重。她总是不由自主地交错操纵着快乐与忧郁.
　　
　　她并不如你们看到的那么快乐，同样，也不如你们看到的那么忧伤，只是，她忧郁时， 喜欢带上快乐的面具，而当她快乐时，忧郁又不肯轻易放过她。
　　
　　在她的世界里，盛着的不是快乐的源泉，而是她不愿在人前滴下的泪水。你看到的她，笑起来像一个孩子，你有时会认为她天真得像是童话里走出来的天使。但是，你若有心，你会看到她沉静时脸上挥之不去的忧伤，还有她的眼底，竟那么凝重地积压着一种看破红尘的味道。她只有在午夜无人的时候，才会完全地释放自己。她不会在众目睽睽之下表露她的无助，她的彷徨，她的沧桑。
　　
　　她心里的，是永远流不尽的泪。你所看到的坚强，只是她在竭力掩饰的脆弱。

發誓

本小姐再也不說髒話!!!!

...

幹

怎麼可能XDD

How I spend my White Valentines

yup.

H.A.H.A

==

...

(救命啊我恐怖的額頭)

Why I ♥ J.Reyez

Dreams

I'm having really weird dreams these days.

on Wednesday night,

I had a dream of ghosts wanting to kill my mum if I don't give them money

I've forgot a lot of scenes so i rather not mention that dream..

then just now

(I just woke up)

I had a dream about being pregnant

OMG ewwwww.........

its like those dreams where people dream about when they got married and had sex and are waiting for babies

anyway

there are people i know in real life in the dream so i'll just type out their names.

i kinda forgotten the front part so

this is how it goes..

i was a some place with a short black girl and some random people behind us

then somebody said they wanted to have lunch

so we found motorbikes beside the road to help us get there(somewhere..)

i found a 3-seat motorbike(lol?)

was trying really hard to set it straight but didn't manage to because its just too heavy

and suddenly Haow came out of nowhere and helped me with the bike

he ordered the girl to ride with him

so it turns out its his girlfriend(i dont remember his girlfriend being short and definately not BLACK)

we were about to set off then a middle-age men in stripe shirt came to us and ask for the nearest hospital

i pointed at the tall building far away

then my dream skipped---

me and my younger brother were following my dad to a toy shop

walking around blah blah blah

play with toys blah blah blah

me and my dad came out of the toy shop and left my brother inside(i think,can't remember)

he took me outside and it turns out its just a toy shop underneath the hospital that i pointed to a man before

we walked into a dark alley and found a crooked metal stairs

climb up and

my dream skipped again---

we walked into a big dark room with 3 beds placed in the middle and a spot light on top of each of them

somehow my brother was beside me

then a tall weirdly-dressed man came up to him

and said:" Do you want to see some martial arts?" (what?==)

he took my brother to the middle of the room and they started

i couldn't even concentrate on their silly game/performance

i was felling really dizzy and nausea

then i saw my mother and another women walking to the bed and climb on it

they were pregnant(wtf?!)

a nurse gesture me to do the same on the 3rd bed

i was confused and tried to hide from her eyes

i looked down to my feet and i saw

OS: WHAT THE F*CK??? I'M PREGNANT???

i had a big tummy so yes I'm pregnant

when i was thinking if i should walk to the bed

the tall man slipped and fell on one of the bed and his head straight on the women's belly

it hit the belly open!

'its angry..'

'he's gonna crawl out of his mother'

my mother speaks behind me on the floor

bleeding

with her stomach broken and the baby dead inside

i saw the baby crawling out out of the women's body and reaching for the tall man

other than black and white

the room were painted red

its was definitely BLOODY HELL..

the tall man looked at me

smiling as if i were next

'run! protect her!'

my mother ordered before she passed out

all i know is i turn to the stairs and started climbing

then im saved by my alarm

whew

urgh sorry bout the bad english

couldn't make the dream more realistic for you guys

use your imagination~

and my handphone vibrated and woke me up in the middle of some part

i forgot cuz when i fell back asleep the dream continued(wow~)

there are some parts that im sure ive read too much Breaking Dawn..==

the crawling out part LOL

i told my roomies i had a dream bout being pregnant and she said i should be careful

haha...wonder why...

男人

單細胞動物

大野狼

大野狼
你什麼時候才能體會我的心情
還要等多久
我怕我會爆炸
那時候就再也挽不回了
你清醒啊
你不是很厲害的嗎
希望你能早點知道
我就不用一個人受苦了

me love 純喫茶XDD

都愛成醬了

呵呵呵呵

雖然剛剛才知道那個"喫"是念"chi 1"

炸到

我都亂亂念了幾年...

每次都念"jue 2"

(別問,我也不知道為什麼我會醬念==)

烏龍茶

檸檬紅茶

綠茶

I LOVE 純喫茶!!!>///<

重PO,之前PO過的,不知道為甚麼不見了==

婉姿笑話2

我問她
:" '前晚' 叫什麼?"
(她是澳門人,我想知道廣東話的說法..)
結果她回我..

:"前天晚上."
(中文)
炸到="=

全房笑翻.

Get to know yourself better

just took a test in Facebook
its so accurate!!!
scared me....O.O


Personality Tests result:
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Your view on yourself:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Other people find you very interesting
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :But you are really hiding your true self
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Your friends love you because you are a good listener
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are a true romantic
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :When you are in love
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You will do anything
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Everything to keep your love true

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you meet that person

The seriousness of your love:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are very serious about relationships
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :If you meet the right person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You will fall deeply
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Beautifully in love

Your views on education:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Education is very important in life
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You want to study hard
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Learn as much as you can

The right job for you:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You're a practical person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Will choose a secure job with a steady income
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Knowing what you like to do is important
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Find a regular job doing just that
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You'll be set for life

How do you view success:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Success in your career is not the most important thing in life
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are content with what you have
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working

What are you most afraid of:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Independence is important to you


yes!
everything is true!!

Im Tagged, and you are too!

okay so i wasnt really tagged

but i like these kinda questions~

doing for fun~XD

個 人 題 - 10 題。。。。
01.你叫什么：JakesterJeong
02.你的綽號：Jakester/敏敏/敏喵/阿貓
03.你的血型：B
04.你的星座："色"手座XD
05.你是男還是女：變性XDD
06.你幾歲：終於成年了!!
07.你住哪裡：宿舍
08.你現在的學校 ：高大
09.你有沒有手機 ：有
10.承上，那是多少：哈?


朋 友 題 - 10 題.
11.你最要好的朋友（限１個）：目前...........................Joe?(太多了,要歸類==)
12.你最討厭的人（限１個）: 目前...........................沒人惹到我~~


情 題 - 10 題。。。。
13.你有沒有喜歡的人：我的RobRob
14.如果没有，你希望什麼時候有另一半: 等他知道我存在的時候XD
15.到目前為止，你跟多少人告白過 : 失算了== (lost count?)
16.到目前為止，你被多少人告白過：阿璇...算次數的話...過千了XDD
17.到目前為止，你交過多少個男／女朋友: XP
18.你現在有另一半嗎 : 没
19.你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你會怎樣: 習慣了(阿璇)
20.你初戀情人突然跟你告白你會接受嗎: 不會...(最近看到他現在的樣子,有嚇到="=)
21.你為什麼會喜歡你現在喜歡的人：太帥了>///<
22.你和另一半牽手過嗎：何止
23.你和另一半抱或親過嗎 : 何止
24.你跟異性牽手過嗎: 我不是同性戀(往上看)
25.是誰，你們什麼關係：ex
26.現在有人在追你嗎 : 阿璇.....................XDD


混 合 題 - 10 題
27.如果有天，好朋友離你而去，你會怎樣：抱腳,哭,大叫,把他關起來(O.o)
28.如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你會: 不知道耶...沒發生過,不然就是根本不知道
29.如果有天，好朋友對你喜新厭舊了，你會：有這回事嗎??
30.如果你很受不了你的父母，你會離家出走嗎: 不會,會直接搬出去..
31.你上課認真嗎：從不睡覺!!
32.你功課好不好：慘不忍睹
33.你开电腦都在幹麻 : 看RobRob~~
34.你的即时通有多少个同性: 没有即时通
35.你的即時通裡有多少個異性：都說沒有囉!!


兇 手 題 - 10 題。。。。
36.傳給你這份問卷的人是誰：自己無聊去抓阿璇的
37.这個人對你好不好 : 愛死我了,整天告白XD
38.這個人是你的誰 : 前妻
39.你有喜歡過這個人嗎 : 我是被逼結婚的.......
40.你們認識多久了 : 6年多
41.這個人是怎樣的人 : 很愛我的人
42.這個人正／帥嗎 : 呃...............................................................
43.這個人跟你有沒有在一起过 : 都結過婚囉~
44.萬一你喜歡這個人，你會怎麼办 : 再離一次婚!!


聯 想 題 - 10 題
45.說到正妹你會想到誰：金泰熙?
46.說到帥哥你會想到誰：RobRob~~~~~~~~
47.說到憨你會想到誰：Joe
48.說到痴你會想到誰：Jan
49.說到暗戀你會想到誰：RobRob~~好啦是明戀==
50.說到出去玩你會想到誰 : 下巴太
51.說到聰明鬼你會想到誰：Joe
52.說到傻子你會想到誰 : 陳X菡(XDD)
53.說到笑點低你會想到誰：Joe
54.說到愛笑你會想到誰 : Joe


學 校 題 - 11 題。。。。
55.你的班導是誰：呃...............................==??
56.你的座位是第幾排第幾個 : 隨便坐的
57.你最喜歡的老師是誰：目前是英文老師~
58.你的英文好嗎：oral不錯,grammar不是很好
59.你的體育好吗：田徑ok,球類不及格==
60.你的数学好么: 可憐的微積分...沒希望了
61.你喜不喜歡你的校長：爛透了
62.你的學校好看嗎 : 普普...都是草..
63.你的班級是：就只有一班
64.你的班級在幾樓：每科不一樣

看來這個不適合大學生玩...........==

I'm obsessed

okay its official

IM OBSESSED WITH ROBERT PATTINSON!

look what i just did...

i went on www.morphthing.com ,

uploaded my picture and made our baby==

the thing is...

she's adorable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!><

look!!

Because I said so

and im so happy that my mum don't even wanna know his name.

watch this movie and you'll get what i mean.

PPS

he asked

i answered

he smiled

and i blushed

yay me~~

im normal!!XDD

Teenage Sex

I sit on her bed
He sits on my bed
I don't know what to say
He looks so nervous
She looks hot
I hope he knows what hes doing
Tonight I get laid
Tonight I make love to him
I look in her eyes
I look in his eyes
I lean in for a kiss
I close my eyes
She presses her lips on mine
He's kissing me
What do I do next?
I put my hand on his face
Should I touch her chest?
I want him to touch me
I put my hand on her chest
Wow thats good
Our kiss gets more hot
I feel a connection
Should i get on top of her?
I want it to be special
I'm glad I brought a condom
I break the kiss and lay back on the bed
She wants me
"Do you have a condom?"
Oh yeah "yes I do"
"Lets do it"
I crawl on top of her
I take off my shirt
Holy shit she took off her shirt
"Take yours off"
Wow this is really happening
I take off my skirt
Oh my god shes half naked
Damn I hope this doesn't hurt
I take off my pants and boxers
There goes my bra and thong
Holy shit I'm hard
Holy shit he's hard
"Are you sure?"
"Hell yes" I'm naked aren't I?
I put the condom on
This is going way too fast
"Ready?"
I nod
I crawl on top of her
I spread my legs
I kiss her
Wow this is it
I enter her
Fuck that hurts
"You ok?"
"mmhmm" obviously not!
Damn this is alot better then doing it myself
Um ow jackass
She looks like shes in pain
He looks nervous again
"Wanna continue"
"Yes" Oh god get this over with

by JaneSays

genius writer.

devaint her~